20 December 2009
Back in the States!!!!!!
13 December 2009
Almost done?!?
I'm definitely getting reflective, but outside of my host family, I don't know how much I'll miss. Hopefully I can keep my language up in the States!
12 December 2009
Israel and No Man's Land in the West Bank
The next day, Sunday, Zoe had school, so instead, after many failed communication attempts, Sarah and I met up to wander around the city again. We went to the Tower of David, a great old place with layers of history on top of each other and an interesting museum of the history of Jerusalem. Then, we enjoyed some amazing hot chocolate at a local café, and then proceeded to just hang out at Sarah’s hostel. Later, we found a vegetarian restaurant that really was more comfort food. Lasagna, cottage cheese and a plain salad never tasted so good! We ended the night at a local pub where we just sat and shared stories of our study abroad experiences.
Monday morning, Sarah and I went over to the Israeli National Museum, mostly to see the Dead Sea scrolls. A lot of the museum complex was closed for renovations, but it was totally worth it for the open parts. A massive scale model of the Old City from way back when was really neat, even if inaccurate, and the Scrolls and lots of similar ancient documents were absolutely incredible.
An explanation of our journey back to Jordan would take forever, but let’s just say it was not the normal route in an abridged version of the story. We pick up tickets to the King Hussein bridge at the bus station. Well, turns out the bus doesn’t tell you when he’s stopping at what stops. So, we miss our stop, as does another American wanting to go the same way as us. The three of us get off on the highway in the middle of the desert and wait for a ride to take us back. We catch a shared taxi of sorts, which take us to Jericho and, long story short, we end up taking the Palestinian way back to Jordan. Definitely was an experience, not as bad as the Israeli border, but you definitely feel the struggle of just daily activites for Palestinians. We end up making it back to Amman, with a few kinks, but no major issues, that night, ready (or not) for school the next day.
Israel and Palestine
Ok, so, the next day, after getting some much needed sleep, since the dinner went until about 1230, Zoe and I met up with Sarah in the Old City, where her hostel was, to explore the city more. We found a café, which was great; I had a lovely pizza sandwich! And then we explored the Jewish market, which was really awesome. And, sorry to say it, but the difference in cleanliness between that and any Arab market I’ve been in is astounding! It was so clean, butcheries had meat refrigerated (what?? How bizarre!) and the fruit all looked so good and fresh. After a walk around and then walk looking at some architecture, Sarah headed back to her hostel and I went back to Zoe’s to have some chill out time. I actually don’t remember what we did for dinner, obviously wasn’t memorable, but we then spent the night just hanging out with some of Zoe’s friends from the program. It was interesting to hear their stories and perspectives from life in Israel, since they’re so close to Jordan but their world is so far away.
The next day, Sarah, Zoe, Zoe’s friend Rob and I all met up to head over to Rammallah, arguably the most important Palestinian city, excluding Jerusalem depending on your political preferences. The Palestinian Authority is headquartered there, as are many shops. Again, it was bizarre that a town only a short 20 minute bus ride away was so different. It was entirely Arab, probably dirtier than Amman, not by much, and a lot smaller. We walked around getting a feel for the streets a little bit, realized we didn’t really know what to do there, but decided to visit Yasser Arafat’s tomb, which also happens to be where the PLO is headquartered.
I was pleasantly surprised with how nice the whole complex was. The tomb was beautiful, tasteful and incredibly respectful. The whole area had a really pleasant reverence to it, in sharp contrast to the chaos that constantly occurs in the area. We then went to a nice little café in the town center called “Stars and Bucks” which I thought was really cute. Then we decided to cross back over to Israel.
Now, there was essentially no security going into the West Bank. Going out is a different story. As Zoe told me, this border crossing was by far the most violent during the Second Intifada, and it’s arguably the most intense security border crossing. And there is a distinctly pro-Israeli and a distinctly pro-Palestinian viewpoint on the situation. I’m not going to say my view point, or that I adhere to just one view because I think the situation just can’t be simplified like that for a foreigner, but I’ll say more so what I experienced.
We walk up to the gate, and there’s probably 100-150 pushing their way into three small, single file gates. It literally looks like a cattle being herded into a cage for butchering, bars and all. It must be one of the most de-humanizing experiences I’ve ever had. There are no guards anywhere (apparently because during the Intifida, there was so much bloodshed here that none of the Israelis want to risk it. We pushed our way into the gates, but not without a significant amount of comments in Arabic from our fellow border crossers. Basically just derogatory foreigner comments, but a little harsher than usual. I wrote them off as the stress of the situation. Every 5 minutes or so, the gate allows maybe 5 or 6 people through per gates, so everyone is just pushing together until then, and when people go through, there’s a great surge forward Then, in between these surges, not just me, but Zoe and Sarah as well, were all grabbed by random Arab youth as we were packing into the gate. I became so livid. The boys continued laughing, as if they had never done anything. While I have felt only respect in all of my classes and in my homestay from any Arab man I’ve met, I’m used to disrespect on the streets. It’s just a way of life. But this sent me over the edge. I snapped off for about five minutes until I got my bearings. We pushed through the gate and made it to gate two, where we waited before we could have our bags put through a metal detector. There still were no live guards.
The same boys pushed ahead of us in line. I then went on a probably unwarranted blanket judgment rant about Arab men. The boys caught on that we spoke in Arabic after awhile and stopped being as harassing. But I didn’t care at that point because damage had been done. Then, I caught the glance of an Arab man in his late thirties near us. He obviously understood what I had said. And the look of shame in his eyes is one I will never forget. He genuinely just felt ashamed of the image that these boys were casting on Palestinian society. He quickly motioned for my friends and I to move ahead of him and told the boys to move behind us. We said that it was OK, we didn’t have to move, but it was nice to have that respect. We finally make it to the metal detector, throw our bags in, walk through and show them our blue passports, which of course, being American, is pretty much a go-ahead anywhere. So bizarre, when many of these people have to cross the border every day for work/family/food/things and they have a horrendous time, and yet being American gets you a free pass anywhere.
We head back to Jerusalem, and Sarah and I split off and visit the believed tomb of Jesus, which was really a beautiful garden, just such a peaceful place that we both needed after the emotional border crossing. Then, we went up to the Mount of Olives and saw an absolutely incredible sunset over the whole city. I really started to understand the sense of spirituality that people feel in this city. For centuries, religions, states and peoples have fought over this city. But just looking at it, I felt… just a feeling. I don’t know if I would say it was that this city is sacred, but it definitely felt like I could tell this city had a set-aside role in the world.
We then headed over to near the Old City to find some food. We ended up finding a great little pub, where I had amazing burger, and some nice Israeli beer again. It was just nice to relax for a little. We then met up with Zoe at what was supposed to be a discussion between the editor of the Jerusalem Post and the mayor. It turned out to be more of a public interview of the mayor, but was still somewhat interesting. We ended the night with a dance party in one of the student apartments. It was really fun, but after the long day, I was more than ready to crash.
Part 2: Israel
Sorry, it’s been a chaotic last few weeks with finals. But I’m gonna do an abridged version of what happened in Israel.
On the second day, after a confusing bus experience where I truly realized how useful Hebrew is in Israel (Who would have thought?), I met my Gamma Phi friend, Zoe, at her dorm at Hebrew University in Jerusalem, where she’s studying for the semester. It was so bizarre to be in a place with all students living together without parents. What? People live outside their parents’ home before they get married? No way…
So, Zoe, being a wonderful host, showed me around the Old City markets. It was crazy. The minute we walked through the Damascus gate, I felt like I was back in an Arab country, with trash on the ground and frequent male harassment included. Now, that’s not to say that every man harasses foreign girls in the Arab world. But I would say it’s not a crazy statement to say that it’s the majority of Arab youth, and sometimes old taxi drivers, that find young foreign girls to be easy prey. After I snapped off a few times in Arabic in the market though, the guys got the idea. But the market was really cool, saw a bunch of sites and the different quarters (Jewish, Muslim, and Christian). We went in the Church of the Holy Sepulcher, where it is believed that Jesus was crucified. It was so beautiful, unreal. It’s massive, but just the amount of history behind it is incredible.
We walked around, and finally, we wove our way to the Western Wall. There was actually a military graduation of sorts when we arrived, so we watched for a little. Israeli military youth are everywhere. If someone feels uncomfortable around guns, I’m sure the first day or two in Israel is really uncomfortable. Since everyone in Israel is required to spend a time in the army (or national service equivalent), you see military men everywhere, and, depending on their job, many of them carry large, granted, unloaded, automatic weapons. It’s pretty intense.
After that, we headed back to Zoe’s dorm/apartment to get ready for Thanksgiving J The local Hillel had set up a Thanksgiving dinner for all the American students studying abroad there for a taste of home. It was definitely not a traditional dinner, but really fun. They had these crazy performers on stilts, and I enjoyed a great chicken/guacamole fajita of sorts, even though there was turkey and some of the more traditional Thanksgiving foods there. Then, there was an awesome concert-ish thing from an Israeli-Reggae band, which was great and kinda weird all at the same time. They also were very adamant about touting their Arak doused ice cream: AKA licorice flavored liquor ice cream. Not my idea of Thanksgiving, and I was not about to try the treat. Suddenly, the stilted performers became these raging fire dancers, which were entertaining and really fun.
04 December 2009
Day 1 in اسرئيل
Not sure if I can recall nearly as much as I want to or condense every thing into the size of a few blog posts, but here I try:
So, last Wednesday afternoon, the 22nd, my friend Sarah and I set off for the Jordanian/Israeli border. It was the Muslim holiday of Eid al-Adha, so we got an extra three days off of school for a five day weekend, and most people in our program decided to travel in the region. I actually hadn’t really planned on traveling to Israel during my time in Jordan, even though Jerusalem is only a 45 minute drive away, minus border crossings.
So, we head off for the border. Now, for people with little knowledge about the Middle East, most countries here in the Middle East aren’t too big a fan of Israel. In fact, many, excluding Egypt and Jordan, will not accept you into their country if they see an Israeli stamp in your passport. I’ve even heard of people getting turned away at borders for having sticky residue on the back of their passports from what might be an Israeli sticker. Israel also isn’t too big a fan of certain passport stamps, but as long as you’re American and you can explain away the stamps as tourism, you’re usually fine.
The Jordanian border was incredibly easy and within a half hour-ish, we were on the bus to the Israeli side (they charge you for every mandatory bus between every crossing. So frustrating). But once we got to the Israel side, it was definitely much stricter. With constant threats, Israel simply has a lot more to worry about when it comes to who they let into their country. However, with American passports, it’s usually easy.
There were at least two or three security check points that I can remember, complete with metal detectors, bag scans. My overly stuffed backpack always required an extra search because they just couldn’t tell what all I had stuffed in there. This is a pretty good time probably to describe how intense Israeli security is. I literally went through a minimum of maybe 40 or 50 metal detectors and/or bag searches in my time there. Hotels, bus stations, historic sites: everywhere wanted to make sure that you weren’t carrying anything you weren’t supposed to. Usually, I wasn’t traveling with my large backpack, so I was easy in security, but, excepting the border, the security guards usually gave me a friendly laugh when they saw my oversized backpack. Granted most nice hotels in Lebanon, Jordan and Egypt have these detectors, and AUC had a check as well. But the fact that we were searched so often gave me a bipolar feeling: it seemed normal, but at the same time, it made me feel like I was always judged with suspicion. It was bizarre.
While Sarah and I went through a final verification process of some sort, we saw a bunch of official looking people running towards our initial security check point. We never found out what exactly happened, but now, looking back, it’s weird that we even found that weird. Security is just really intense, and people quickly responding to situations just isn’t that weird.
So, we load onto a bus that tells us it’s heading for Jerusalem: of course, we didn’t think to ask if it was East or West Jerusalem, but we’re just grateful to find an Arabic speaking bus driver. Throughout our time there, many Arabs we met, mostly cab drivers, were really excited, and obviously entertained, when we asked directions or made short conversation in Arabic. I’m sure they don’t encounter tourists speaking Arabic that often, due to the travel restrictions into Israel, and they really seemed to appreciate it.
But the bus drive through the West Bank was difficult. Not physically, it was maybe a half hour ride through really fascinating Southwest America with more hills desert terrain. But emotionally, seeing the gorgeous, massive Israeli townhouse settlements, juxtaposed with the Palestinian shacks that were falling apart with a massive barbed fence separating the two. Seeing both sides, thinking about the emotional state of living in either location, was just draining. It completely epitomized the extreme ideology of the conflict.
But we made it into East Jerusalem, and the bus driver was extremely helpful in finding us a cab to take us to West Jerusalem. While previously East Jerusalem was held by Jordan and is still claimed by Palestine as a part of the state, I could never actually tell a dividing line between the two. While a massive, somewhat also emotionally draining concrete wall, reminiscent of the Berlin Wall with intense graffiti, divides most of the West Bank from Israel, East Jerusalem blends into West. The best indicators of West and East Jerusalem were general Arab country indicators: lots of trash in the streets, signs in Arabic and general disrepair. I really felt in E. Jerusalem that I was just in a poorer version of Amman.
Suddenly, as the cab drove into West apparently, we saw so many Orthodox Jews, with intense beards, covered hair, wearing all baclk and lots of signs in Hebrew. It was the most abrupt intense culture shock imaginable. I have no idea why that hit me so hard, but I was so confused. How did this suddenly happen? What was this world? Did these people live on another planet?
The shock took another turn when we reached the bus station for our bus to Haifa. Welcome back to the Western World. It was essentially a more crowded Ogilvile in Chicago: a massive hub of transportation with four floors of fast food restaurants and shops. We hopped the first bus to Haifa, which was situated 2.5 hours away on the coast. The drive was surreal: real road lines and drivers who obeyed them. All of the chains I had missed, but all written in Hebrew. All the youth on the bus had their headphones on. The wealth the West: it was bizarre.
We checked into our super cute hotel, dropped our meager (but well stuffed) bags, and headed out to find a nearby restaurant. We found a great Arab-ish restaurant on Ben-Gurion street. Israel loves naming its streets after former leaders even more than American does! Arab streets have names, well, some of them… Sorta. They’re constantly re-named and you usually get around by landmarks: cabbies have no clue about street names. So, we got to kick back and we enjoyed salad, hummus and some nice Israeli beer. Up the street, we had a great view of the Bahai gardens, making me reminisce about the lovely Bahai temple in Evanston. By the end of the night, aka 11, we were well worn out and just wanted to get a start on our next day.
02 December 2009
SO MUCH TO WRITE!
22 November 2009
Last of the Joys of Cairo`
Cairo Continued!
19 November 2009
Football, litter and pyramids...
05 November 2009
Just an update
Oh, however, my motherboard (isn't that something only in bad sci fi movies?) in my computer crashed. Hopefully, through a series of lucky circumstances and some hard work from three wonderful people, I'll have another computer by this weekend. There IS a Mac re-sale store here with a genius bar, however, since it takes a whole month to ship in parts from Dubai, it was too big of a bargain to try to get it fixed here.
WHICH, having a computer is somewhat essential because I have my massive 10 page research paper ALL IN ARABIC due next week before my trip to Cairo. YIKES! Hopefully, it'll be fine.... I'm probably going to spend all day at an internet cafe doing research. I'm focusing on the conflict in France over Muslim women's clothing (the niqab, the "burkini" and the hijab) and whether the French truly feel that it isn't "French" to wear these types of clothing.
But without a computer, I probably am around more mentally at home. I've been heading to bed by 11 because it's FREEZING here now. Well, freezing is in the 50s and 60s. But when it's raining and you don't have sufficient winter clothes, it feels much much colder. Central heating just isn't happening here... I'm not sure if it's not cold enough yet or what, but the buildings are definitely much colder than they probably should be.
So, nothing exciting.... I'll be back in Springfield on Dec. 20th. So exciting!
28 October 2009
In procrastination...
23 October 2009
Wadi Mujab: Absolutely incredible!
09 October 2009
Jordan's pretty calm...
06 October 2009
It's been way too long!!
17 September 2009
Sans Internet :(
14 September 2009
I'm back!
Sorry that my internet is just absolutely horrendous: I haven't had access in a little while. I'm in a lovely little cafe that caters to foreigners, eating a plain margherita pizza. Life is good.
07 September 2009
Not eating from sun-up to sun-down... Not healthy.
I've been to three weddings now, and each is more crazy and different from the last. I was forced into an awkward photo op by the photographer with the bride at the last one: I guess the photographer thought that having a little American girl in one of the pictures would show the "diversity" of the attendees. Since when did adding a white girl add diversity??
I'm still adjusting to the lack of food during the day... I'll occasionally sneak snacks, but most of the day, I just don't have a place or time to eat. Thankfully, that'll all be over in two weeks when I can eat during the day again! The McDonald's across the street looks sooo tempting. Plus, then my classes will be spread more throughout the day, instead of concentrated earlier when everyone hasn't lost focus from lack of food or drink.
But my host family's wonderful, so so nice. Since the mom teaches Arabic as a second language here, she's been really helpful. My only problem is convincing them when I'm not hungry! There's always more and more food, and refusing food here is a sign of you disliking it. But I'm eating more than either of my host parents are! Hopefully, it'll all fall into a rhythm soon.
I've been heading over to this Western-style cafe called "Books@Cafe" for an occasional escape. They serve food and drink all day, the only restaurant/cafe/anything I've found that does this so far. They also have Internet, which I lack at home, and plenty of plugs, so it's been great for getting homework done that I couldn't get done at home.
01 September 2009
Wrong Building, Wrong Time.
But classes are fine, a little draining, especially now that our language pledge has taken affect and we're not supposed to speak anything but Arabic, which of course isn't totally happening... My contemporary Arab media class today was good. Hopefully, the pace of the program won't be too difficult. They said it would begin slowly, so I'm understanding most of what the teachers are saying now, but I'm a little nervous for when the real classes begin.
Hopefully, it'll be no problem.
Just wanted to add this link (http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10001424052970203706604574377163804387216.html). The Wall Street Journal and NY Times have been my escape from everything lately. Fantastic article.
30 August 2009
No Internet at Home Right Now :(
1.) Went to a Greek Orthodox wedding in Madaba, about 30 minutes away. The couple cut the cake with a Sultan's Sword, entered to super dramatic Pirates of the Caribbean-esque music and all of the guests wore prom-dress-esque clothing. I was by far one of the most conservative there, since our program told us to bring clothing that could cover our elbows and knees at all times.
Whoops, never mind, I need to get off the Internet, but I'll update soon!
26 August 2009
Scavenger Hunt!
25 August 2009
Orientation :-)
23 August 2009
Finally here! عمان
22 August 2009
Darn you, Charles De Gaulle...
Airports really aren't that fun... They can be, but not alone... We got at the airport around 9, maybe a little before, because Andrew's family's flight was heading out for JFK around 11. But my flight doesn't leave until 1:40... and for some reason, I felt a strong desire to be the first to arrive at my gate. Correction: my gate was packed when I arrived here, however, it was for the flight before mine to Malabo. Yes, Malabo. I had to look that up to even know where that is (Equatorial Guinea in the Western nook of Africa if anyone was wondering).
21 August 2009
Drink Me, I'm Famous
So, this was from Monday, but it was wonderful, so I'm going to recap.